What change, big or small, would you like your blog to make in the world?
I used to suffer from terrible acute anxiety. I was born into a very messed up family, no abuse, but I’m still seeing the effects in my younger brother and until recently my cousin, to this day.
I way to help people avoid this, or escape that drip feed of daily stress that’s so unnecessary yet we’re brought up to believe it is. Our social training is a fault line between mental health and a happy life.
We’re praised for overcoming issues, I said to a very dear person today that their pattern is overcoming. Mine was too. Fighting my acute anxiety tooth and nail, although I got no respect for that from the people around me at the time, they just put their foot on my head and kept pushing. If you think I sound bitter you’d be wrong, I’m in utter disbelief.
This is the point. I want to be there to help people through their struggles in a different way. To stop them struggling. Stop them fighting. Stop them overcoming. There’s an entirely different way to approach life that is so simple, so easy, and absolutely unbelievably effective. It’s what I want to share.
I write to be a person who makes you feel better, feel good about yourself, dump the past and focus on your heart. That’s where the truth lies and that’s where the potential you have is. Inside you not outside. Certainly not inside anyone else’s head. I write because YOU matter. Whomever you are.
Your self-disbelief will be made up of a combination of humanity and poor training. Feelings of unworthiness are lies. You’re human, you will make mistakes, you have that in common with over 7 billion other people, apologise, amend your behaviour, move on being a positive force.
There are times when I go on social media that I literally want to beg people to work with me. Just please God let me talk to you. A friend gave me a divination card about the meaning of the Archangel Ariel, the last line was:
“Let me talk so that I may hear you.”
I’d been worrying that in my work I’m guided to talk, but as I tune in I see people nodding as I speak, and their eyes fill with tears when they realise that I see nothing bad in them, and that I feel who they are. That card put paid to that worry.
I don’t think I’ve ever written so openly about what I’m about, what I want to do.
All those people putting you down and pushing you down? I want to be the antidote.
To your happiness, it really does matter. You know where I am.
Deb xx
Deb Hawken - Amorah 