
I felt that I wanted to avoid the prose today add have a bit of fun. So…
My Heart Speaks
It tells me exactly what I need
Then I logic it out
How come my logic is never compatible?
How come common sense makes me miserable?
Why does my careful planning
always go wrong?
Yes I know
The heart knows
And I know too
So why do I ignore us both?
I know that’s why things go wrong
I just don’t know why I place
common sense that makes me unhappy
over the truth that will set me free
I tell myself that my heart
is not demanding enough
doesn’t make itself clear
Yet I’m clear I’m about to do
the wrong thing for the wrong reasons
Sigh
I swipe on Tinder
then date anyone who asks me
I just want to be loved
I never have been
It’s like a game where I do not
understand the rules
I’m looking for a relationship
They’re checking out my assets
for a short-term commitment
I should stop
My heart ‘suggests’ it
with all the power of a klaxon
played through a bull horn
I pretend I don’t know what it means
I wish I understood myself
but I don’t
If only someone could help me
sort me out
identify the issues
I would be so grateful
Me
I can help
you just don’t know how to be happy
Love
Your Heart
It simply cannot be as simple as that!
God give me strength!
Deb Hawken
2026
