All the Hope You Cannot Feel

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You are without hope

Lost in a cavern of emotion

Seeking to escape your own fate

Created in your own heart

By you?

By others?

Does it matter?



You are without joy

Overwhelmed by what shouldn’t be

Shouldn’t have happened

Or been said

Or done

But it was said

And it was done

And it did happen



If there was a door you would escape

You would leave this place

Never to return

Unless

Something was said

Or done

Or happened

Then you might return



It’s confusing

The possibilities fold in on themselves

You did this once

Will you do it again?

You got to this place once

Will you get there again?

You might



Unless



You lighten the load of perfection

You put down the load of rejection

You unearth the hurt and discard it

You stop believing others

You choose your own feelings

You become your authentic self

You follow your own path

Your own way

No other



Then and only then

Will you find

That all the hope you cannot feel

Is real



Deb (Dancing Star) Hawken 

August 2017

Published by debdancingstarhawken7

I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx

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