Excuse Recluse

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What is the best excuse you have heard lately?

This is me. I have always felt like I walk alone. I’m a jigsaw piece in the wrong box. This isn’t just the way I feel, it comes from what I have experienced all my life.

As such I rarely speak to anyone except a few close friends, and there’s little need for excuses from anyone in my life. Myself included.

I’m perfectly okay with this, it comes up and bites me occasionally, but I’m pretty much used to it. I have God, I have my spirit helpers, I have cats, I have close friends. I’m blessed.

I am different, I walk a different path, think differently, I’m often out of step, but I don’t mind that. I know that I see and sense far too much for people to be comfortable around me.

I’ve been told that I can look straight through people, I’m not aware of that, I certainly couldn’t carry the emotional burdens that would bring. The pressure of the people I could not help.

So no answer to this today. Just the uniqueness that is me…except…I wouldn’t mind betting that there are many people out there who feel similarly. Just understand that you’re different and work out what you’re supposed to do with that knowledge.

I know. I write.

Best love

Amorah – Deb

Published by debdancingstarhawken7

I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx

4 thoughts on “Excuse Recluse”

  2. Thank you for sharing such an honest and vulnerable reflection, Deb. I think many people quietly carry that feeling of being different or not quite fitting in, even if they don’t always say it out loud. I love that you have found a way to turn your uniqueness into writing and connection with others. Sometimes the very things that make us feel different are the things that allow us to encourage someone else. Keep writing and sharing your voice.

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