Therefore I am So who am I if I'm not thinking? And am I a different person When I'm doing happy thinking To when I'm as miserable as sin? I'm still thinking so how does that work?
This is very confusing
We are supposed to know who we are Yet our mood changes who we are Ocean of serenity to grumpy bitch In the space of one annoying word Or the presence of the wrong person
I am different depending on where I am And what I'm doing Who I'm with Whether they're fun Or ready for my best glare
Is there some sort of trick to this?
I expect that the wise would say That those people are all me Aspects of my infinite flexibility Or maybe my inability To shut out the behaviour of others Or both
That I should keep people out of my head Noting their words and behaviour But not allowing it to invade my thinking And change my am
This will stabilise my am
I expect that the wise are right And it's important not To try to be one person all the time Or one aspect of the whole To understand the fluidity of being And allow the ebb and flow of life Knowing that one reaction will fade And another will take its place
Given time
It seems then that every time I think I am Just not the same am An am that presents differently Depending on the circumstances So I must not think That there is only one am aspect of me
Then I will not be confused
And other people will discover The am That their words and behaviour trigger And they will learn to choose Kindly
I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx
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