Boredom

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What are your daily habits?

Something I never thought could happen.

We’re hoping to move house but my husband losing his job created a small hitch in those plans.

Whilst I’m not depressed, boredom is a privilege compared to what some people experience, even so, I do not like it where we live.

In my head I’m not bored, in my heart I’m happy, but there is literally nowhere I want to go around here. It feels like a blank space to me. I can’t explain it better than that.

So if we feel like going out and start discussing where we could go, the answer from both of us is that we don’t really care. I don’t even go out for walks because – why?

Yet this is a beautiful area. I feel that what it may be is that cities are dynamic and I’m a city girl at heart.

I do love nature, where I was born near the centre of London, we were 30 minutes from stunning. Beautiful forests, green spaces, lovely parks that were part of my history. The best of everything, and the coast was an hour closer than it is here.

When I went back for my mum’s funeral the place was so alive! One of the saddest days of my life was also one of the best, mum would have understood, she was finally home too. Odd how our lives have followed the same path. She didn’t want to leave either.

I think maybe wherever you’re born there’s an energy that makes it your place. Maybe we’re all born where we’re meant to be. I know I was.

I also know that my Frister has a strong connection to her place of birth.

We have lived in other areas of the country and loved them. We made brilliant friends in Wiltshire, and Glastonbury. We’re considering going back to Glasto.

Always end on a positive

I have two things going for me, I am predisposed to happiness, and a strong connection to spirit. When I see images from the space telescopes, I am moved beyond belief by the cosmos. To me that’s where we all belong as joyful little balls of light.

One as all and all as one

No barriers, no differences, only love, and every living thing is a part of it.

It’s always there and we live on a ball that’s right in the thick of it. We’re always home.

Hubble image courtesy of NASA

My favourite image so far. Twin stars for a Gemini.

Best love

Deb

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I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx

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