1984

Describe one of your favorite moments.

The box is on the floor, just sitting there looking at me. I’m standing back a bit wondering what the heck I’ve just done.

Can I cope? I’ve never had anything like this. Should I have bought it? What do I do with it? I was suddenly truly scared after being so happy with the purchase.

I opened the top, peeked inside, not too scary I thought. Perhaps I can do this.

I reached inside then realised I had no idea how to lift out the contents. Fortunately my ex did. He reached in very gently and said “You lift them like this.”

Suddenly, into my life came two of the most beautiful things I’d ever seen, I had purpose. I had something more important than my troubles. Something to love.

I’ve never looked back, and no matter what happened, through all the troubled and sometimes painful times, all human creations, I have had those first two gifts from God, and 12 others, to keep me sane and steady.

They’ve also taught me that I have the most important thing on the planet within me:

Unconditional love

And that helped me to reconnect with humans. Helped me to help humans. Healed me.

Love is the most important emotion in this world, love heals, anger hurts, hate kills.

Prize loving feelings over any bad memory, any slight or insult. If you can feel love you will heal.

I opened that box and I found the love that changed everything

Forever.

Best love

Deb xx

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I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx

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