Baffled!

If humans had taglines, what would yours be?

That’s me, trying to quantify myself in one line.

Obviously my Spiritual name, Amorah, means I could add ‘loving light’ under my name, and that’s not a bad thing to add, or seek to be.

However, underneath all this serious thinking I do have a crazy side, which is definitely trying to pop its head through the common sense and strong beliefs, and break free. This is not always wise.

However, why not let the crazy breathe occasionally?

Random options

Deb Hawken…

  • Please send chocolate
  • Unsafe with power tools
  • Not as normal as she looks
  • Drives fast so gets lost quickly
  • Be rude and I’ll leave (so now you know how to get rid of me instantly)
  • Will bring dessert
  • Loathes unkindness, will spend an hour explaining that (you have been warned)
  • Too short to be a fashion model (the only reason I’ll admit to)
  • Kitchen Crisis Queen
  • Burnt offering expert
  • Cannot walk past a cat (or dog)
  • If you’re waiting for her and there’s a cat cafe nearby that’s where she will be
  • Has no sense of direction (if you find her standing outside her front door please turn her to face it)
  • She knows what you’re thinking!
  • Have you seen my glasses?
  • Woke and proud
  • Not crazy enough
  • Can’t dance or flirt so you’d better like her mind
  • Ageing but not old
  • Doesn’t look like a rebel but appearances are deceptive

I think that will do. There are so many quiet facets to my personality, but when you don’t have a huge crowd of friends and family you don’t often get a chance to exercise the crazy, or the dancer.

I will leave you with one lovely story. I was with two friends I used to work with, we were leaving my house to go somewhere and I made a comment. Luke stopped, looked at our other friend and said “We’ve been thinking that she was the boring one, but she’s been going over our heads for six months.”

That may have been my proudest moment!

For those who may not know the meaning of ‘going over your head’ it’s when you don’t realise quite what a person just said, and is nearly always associated with a sense of humour, or a complex subject like science, or the structure of the universe, or why a woman’s keys always get to the bottom of the handbag and find the torn seam.

That sort of thing. I’m proud to say that I know very little about science so it was the humour I was being recognised for.

I still get a little burst of happiness every time I recall that.

Best love

Much laughter

Blank all seriousness

Dance in the street

Wear clashing colours

Do not conform!

(Which in this world often means ‘be kind’)

Deb – Amorah
Loving Light 💖

Published by debdancingstarhawken7

I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx

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