I lost myself years so. There were so many things I could do and I tried them all. It made sense at the time, but in truth this resulted in many diversions from my true love. Writing.
When people tell you that you’re good at something, and you enjoy it, it’s only too easy to become distracted from your truth.
Although I had a lot of fun, I was incomplete, off centre, lost in a cul de sac of ‘not quite right’.
Not just a dream
We talk of the things we want to do in life and call them dreams, but in some cases that dream is actually who you are as a person.
Since I’ve gone back to writing I’m having so much fun. I’m more engaged in my life, meeting new people, I’ve just joined a group that have a poetry session once a month.
I’m more dynamic, getting more done, more decisive, clearer about what I want and what I don’t. And my daydreams are far more positive. I used to ponder on what wasn’t working, now I’m more inclined to daydream about something good happening or a great holiday.
Returning to my truth is silencing my negative voice.
This is what has taught me that when your dream is who you are you must never let it go. You must live it.
That way you’ll be dancing to the right inner music, your own. And walking you true path.
Deb xx
Deb Hawken - Amorah 