Is not my burden to carry Yet carry it I have Through the long winter of your life A product of your past Frozen in time And carefully nurtured to control Everything around you
It has become my burden It has compromised my ability To see the light Dimmed my days Clouded my mind And unleashed vibrations into the world That were never necessary
The past was not your past The unhappiness was not your unhappiness Yet you have lived it Nurtured it And allowed it to shape you To lead you down the wrong paths To do the wrong things
And yet always beside you Was someone happy just to be with you Except eventually not happy Because those of your past weren’t So you weren’t
What a sad way to live a life To poison your world To destroy joy And embrace greyness And mundanity
Except for one thing When you do all the things You say you don’t like to do You laugh more So are you unhappy? Or do you just believe you’re unhappy And keep that belief close to you As armour against a world you don't trust?
That’s what comes from Believing the story of your past And being the emotions of others And never being your true self
I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx
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