This was written at a time when my husband’s job was overwhelming our lives, he was under so much pressure and I was getting concerned and fed up at the same time. However, for work you can substitute anything in a relationship that leaves someone in the place of second consideration.
You love me
But you’re a bit busy right now
You have priorities that are
Important
I’m not one of them
Oh sorry
Yes of course I’m important
Just that you have
Responsibilities
I am one of them
Except that these
Important Responsibilities
Are work related
So even though we are
Related by choice
It’s not as important that you’re
Responsible
So you love me when you can
And expect love in return
But when you don’t have time
Then what?
Acceptance
Except that acceptance is
Difficult
Because I have to be two things
All in and all out
Depending on
Your needs
You push me away
Pull me in
And in doing so
You are responsible
For having lost me
Because I cannot accept
That I’m so un
Important
Deb Hawken
April 2018
Published by debdancingstarhawken7
I'm a writer, public speaker, medium, and spiritual thinker. I suffered from acute anxiety from the age of 16 until I was well into my 50s, when I finally found methods that helped me to put it behind me. My struggles led to me exploring life through poetry, then plays, and over a 15 year period I made notes for a self help book which I published in 2015. Details on the book page. Although I am a psychic medium and loved the work, it didn’t feel right for me. It was an utter privilege, but my path was the exploration of what it means to be spirit in the real world and how we can make practical use of those abilities. Nowadays I write, blog, and teach soul-centred living, which is a gentle way of undoing past programming and connecting to your essential self, or soul. If you’re interested email me and we can chat. No pressure, it’s right for you or it’s not and you will know. The groups meet on line so no going out on cold, wet, winter’s evenings. On a personal note, I’m based in the UK. Married with five cats, no children, and four grandchildren, thanks to our inherited daughter, who has gifted us four beautiful little people that bring us such joy. Hope you enjoy the blogs. Deb xx
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