When I began my spiritual journey it was as a route to self-development. Then I discovered I was a Medium during a phone call, went for some training, learned a lot more about the spiritual field, and began teaching when I felt I was ready.
Originally my teaching was focused on psychic mediumship, divination, cards and crystals. Then my Guide Amos started teaching me different ways of communicating, including nature readings. He just threw that in when I arrived in Sweden to teach. Asked me to choose a tree, then a branch, then a section of that branch, and read it for me. Telling me that I had 5 strings to my bow at the time but 4 would fall away over time and only one would emerge strongly. That was 2011 and he was right. When I asked why we were doing this he breezily said that I would be teaching the students nature readings the following day. A kind of ‘gulp…oh good…eek…’ moment, but it worked spectacularly.
That was then
I ran a few groups over the years but something never felt right to me, I never felt that I was teaching what was really needed. During lockdown I decided to start some on line groups to help us all stay sane, and to connect people.
I started off with four groups, but gradually people dropped out and we went down to 2 groups. Obviously it felt like a bit of a failure at first, but I know exactly why it happened now, as Amos took us off in a completely different direction to anything I’ve experienced before, and it’s been quite amazing. As with all things, not everything is for everyone, but the lovely people still with me were more than ready for this kind of change.
Due to my background of first being helped, then learning about the wider spiritual field, I always had a strong feeling that being spirit was more about being a spirit in the real world, rather than something purely mystical. Nothing wrong with mystical, I love it, but staying grounded in the world you chose to visit is also extremely important. I realised that my learning helped me to live this life more easily, and that’s what I wanted to share.
This is now
Amos and I started off gently, that’s his way. He built confidence, showed people how much they didn’t know they knew, how intuitive they were, the magic they were capable of. Then it morphed into giving them the confidence to help each other that I had.
We did that through a multi-guide, multi-person group. In other words Amos is my gatekeeper and protector. As such he wants the guides of everyone we connect with present, to keep an eye on their person and help guide things. It’s always impressed me that a clearly highly developed soul like him doesn’t have to know everything and be everything.
After a while we moved more into supporting each other in different ways, everyone contributing to the group, and even our card readings changed. Then one day he announced we were moving into a very different phase of training. As in as different as the earth and the sun.
Personal development at its easiest
We began by connecting to the Arcturian realm, and did a lot of work there that was quite extraordinary. Plus some wonderful visits to healing places, temples of wisdom, truth, the Akashic Records, and so on. Then recently he changed everything again, and it is absolutely beyond extraordinary. How to describe it though:
It’s basically learning without learning, healing without healing, and problem solving without problem solving. We do exercises with him, led by me on our side, and at the next meeting virtually everyone reports improvements they never expected. I have the benefit of experiencing everything as new at one meeting, then practising teaching it at the next.
What I really love though, is that by being connected to a better, clearer, more loving energy, we learn so much yet we’re never made to feel that we could do better. If we can’t clear a past issue we’re shown it in such a way that letting it go doesn’t even happen, you just aren’t that person anymore. There’s no slap for hanging onto the past.
I love the way of teaching because it’s so different from human blame, or focusing on your foibles and weaknesses. Instead you note that, follow the journey, receive illumination, understand, let it go.
And discover that you are different.
My first Guide, Eduoard, taught me that there was no need whatsoever to learn the hard way, through mistakes, through pain, through challenges. As he said, I liked school and university and enjoyed learning, life lessons could be exactly the same. Amos has taken that steps further and proved that you don’t need to struggle to change, or revisit the past and the grot, dragging it all back to the present. There is an easy way to be who you want to be. All you need is a little help from a place of love.
I wish we humans could do this, but hopefully, with their training and help, I am.
To your happiness, you were born good enough.
Deb xx
Deb Hawken - Amorah 